I have such a HEAVY heart this afternoon. The morning started out wonderful, with a nice church service - so nice, in fact, that I chose to go to the 2nd service and hear it again! Then, after I got home, I remembered we needed half and half to fulfill my coffee addiction (LOL), so I ran to King Soopers. I thought twice about which one to go to, and elected to go to the one that I don't like as well, because it's a tiny bit faster. I was in the parking lot getting ready to turn up one of the rows when I noticed a women with an overloaded cart, who was also carrying a cup of coffee, trying to navigate her basket to her car with one hand. I stopped to let her pass in front of me. She was in the cross walk, and it was my job as a responsible driver to watch out for her and the other umpteen thousand people walking through the parking lot at that given time. As she was just getting to the other side of the drive, where I could safely turn behind her, I noticed out of the corner of my eye in my rear-view that a man in a little mint green BMW sports car had decided to gun it around me. I honked, which startled the woman and made her look up, FORTUNATELY, and she tossed her coffee to the ground and pushed her basket to the side, narrowly avoiding being hit by the maniac in the Beamer. As he went around me he was flipping me "the bird" and shouting profanities at me. I also heard him exclaim, "What the HELL is WRONG with you?" I don't even think he realized that he nearly took a woman's life in those few seconds... he just kept driving as this woman, with coffee splashed all over her pants, was standing there dazed and wondering what just happened. I found myself thankful that she didn't have a kid or two trailing behind her to also try to navigate out of danger. That could have easily been me with my three kids and a full cart.
I pulled into the nearest parking spot and ran to the woman, who was shaken and having trouble loading her groceries. As I was helping her get her groceries into her car, she seemed really dazed and kept asking me over and over if I was her angel. I didn't know what to say, except that I was so sorry that she had just had a near-death experience, and I asked her to sit and gather herself while I went inside to buy her a new cup of coffee. The folks at the Starbucks counter, upon hearing the story, gave me her replacement for free. I wish I could have driven her home - I was pretty shaken, and I know she had to feel even worse!
I just keep thinking, (in the same tone the man used with me) "What the HELL is wrong with this WORLD?" Are we all really so self-absorbed that we can't spare SIX SECONDS to let a pedestrian cross a parking lot safely? What is distracting us, as a society? How can we remove that distraction and find some compassion and PATIENCE with each other - with each other as a whole? Where is the love?
The message at church this morning was all about patience. About how we can't force God's hand, and we are much better off in life if we have patience and trust in God and HIS timing - even something as simple as pausing for less than ten seconds to ensure someone else's safety. As I was driving home, I noticed the marquee at another church read, "True patience is trusting in God's timing". Boy, does this world need to hear that!!! It's certainly the lesson I'm getting loud and clear!